Just taking a break from my boring homework that seems to be never-ending.
I have noticed not being as well off as most kids in my high school, It has given me a fit of jealousy. It’s not my fault. The thing has to do with where my heart and mind are. If those two are just a bit off kilter I get jealous. Maybe my life hasn’t been easy so-far. But hopefully someday all this will turn around. I have been hoping this for about four years now.
Most of these troubles had been financial. But when my dad got really sick and I was shipped out to Arizona I had found a new kind of troubles. Family troubles. Not exactly family.. more like relatives. Me being a butthole to relatives I had never conversated with since i was a small child. Not many details but, I found out that nobody can replace your parents. And people aren’t always who they appear to be. I have come out of this as a stronger person and I have learned a lot.
I really hope life will carry my dad and I into a better financial state soon. Now i have to get back to school.